Filling the hole, to feel whole

Apr 07, 2020

If you are walking around with a feeling of emptiness or feeling that you have a hole that just won’t go away, firstly I want you to know, that…

    1. You are not the only person that experiences that hole or void or longing that there must be more to this life than just what we see and experience in the physical world.
    2. And however much you try to fill that hole with physical pleasures outside of your self, it will never the filled with anything you find outside of yourself.


So called “support systems”

Jan 09, 2020

Support systems are very important in our lives, because let’s face it. Life can be pretty damn hard at times.

There’s a lot off so called support systems out there like health care, insurance, religious systems and even relationships systems like marriage and so forth. (more…)

How I got into studying and practising tantra

Jan 08, 2020

All spiritual awakings start from major events that happen in our lives. It took me 5 years after probably the most devastating event that could ever happen to anyone. Losing someone you love to death.

My grandma past away on 19 September 2015. She was diagnosed with breast cancer, had both of her breasts removed and was on medication for more than a year but a few days before her passing, she went in for a check-up and the cancer has spread to her lungs. They changed her medication, but she passed away in a couple of days after. (more…)

My twin flame (Siva Sakti) story

Dec 15, 2019

The first time I read about twin flames or twin souls, I never thought that I would ever have such an experience let alone write an article about my experience.

But strangely enough, I guess it makes sense. If my biggest passion, driving force and energy has always been rooted in love. How else could the universe have lead me to the realization of my true authentic self? (more…)

One of the first twin flame stories – Siva & Sakti

Dec 15, 2019

I think one of the first Twin flame stories has to be the story of Siva & Sakti. As I’ve written about before, and will for quite a few more of my articles…
I am an undying and hopeless romantic. I can not think of a time ever that my ultimate goal wasn’t to love. (more…)

Dark night of the soul – the ego death

Dec 15, 2019

During my, for a lack of a better description, dark-night of the soul. I felt nothing inside for myself except for care and love for everyone whose life I touched and had in my life.

At that moment, I hated myself. At that stage, I truly felt as if I have ruined the lives of everyone I have ever loved, my children, my husband, friends and family. I wanted to remove myself from the lives of everyone I knew. (more…)

The search for happiness, the tantric way

Dec 08, 2019

The search for happiness, the tantric way. Although I titled this article as the tantric way, please note that I’m not saying this is the only way to happiness. 

You will find the truth no matter what your beliefs or practices are. And that’s the beauty of what I have learned while becoming more tantric in my life. To release all judgements and to live in the moment. (more…)

What is a sadhana

Dec 03, 2019

A sadhana is a spiritual practice to help you on your spiritual journey. It can include a wide range of activities from training in the gym to meditation.  (more…)

Myths about Tantra

Nov 19, 2019

There are quite a few misconceptions about tantra caused by misinterpretation of the ancient traditions of tantra.  The main misconception is:

  • That tantra is a religion.
  • Tantra originated from Hinduism.
  • Tantra is about sexual pleasure and indulgence.


Spiritual name

Nov 18, 2019

What is a spiritual name?

If your search for spiritual name on the internet, you will find quite a few pages with information on spiritual names.

For me, a spiritual name is just a name that you get, either given by a guru or yogi or chosen yourself, when you realize who you truly are. (more…)