During my, for a lack of a better description, dark-night of the soul. I felt nothing inside for myself except for care and love for everyone whose life I touched and had in my life.
At that moment, I hated myself. At that stage, I truly felt as if I have ruined the lives of everyone I have ever loved, my children, my husband, friends and family. I wanted to remove myself from the lives of everyone I knew. (more…)